We have been living in California for 3 1/2 weeks now. We're still at my uncle's place til the 1st of October. Right now, it seems like a very long vacation and wont seem real until we move into our place. I'm really excited but a bit nervous. For the time being, we'll have to sleep on air mattresses, but hey, I dont mind. Our apartment complex is in walking distance of a little shopping plaza that includes two of my personal favorites-Pizza Hut and Starbucks.

Also, in November, my very best friend and her adorable baby boy is flying out! She's hoping to stay a month, but I'm hoping she stays longer what with her current situation. I love this girl and her baby to death and I cant wait til we finally meet. Hopefully I'll have a job with a bank account by then so we can do fun things, I especially want to take her to LA and Hollywood and Venice Beach. Its gonna be great fun

Why do people try and make me into something I don't want to be? (most especially my aunt) So, I dont drink around my mom, big deal, right? She dont care I drink as long as I dont overdo it and shes even had baby sips of my drinks. If I like being near my mom, I just like being near her. I dont exactly want a boyfriend now, let me get to know my new homestate and city first. I've had relationships before and dates (double dates, but they were still dates) I'm shy and quiet but who cares? I'll eventually open up and start talking. It doesnt mean anything is wrong with me. I mean, I dont want to be the crazy butt loud mouth person who needs ritalin around new people. At school, my classmates liked me, we talked in between breaks and that was nice. And if in another year, I decide to live at home, then I'll just live at home, I'll just be away at school most of the time. Just because I'm 22 doesnt mean I need to have an apartment. And who cares if I dont look straight into your eyes when I'm talking. It honestly makes me feel uncomfortable. I know how to dress and act for job interviews (was the only person to dress up for my Geauga Lake orientation), I know how to cook (I learned by watching my mom all the time) and wash my hair.

It just really annoys me when people try to make me into something I dont want to be or would feel uncomfortable to do.